Loss of hope

Well hello there, I haven't been here in a while.
I'll be truthful, I really haven't put much thought into this, but I'm sure at some point it will click and I will enjoy writing these... hopefully. If not, then I'm sure they're a good place to rant or something.

Anyway, today was the AP Biology exam. Today being May 14, 2012. I have to say, it was a very complicated test, but I feel like it could have been much worse. Considering most, if not all, of the information that I knew from that class were from either freshman Biology or 7th grade life science, I think I did a pretty decent job. I'm going to go ahead and expect a 1 on the exam, just in case I did really badly though, that way I feel much better getting a 2 or 3. As I was taking that exam, I had this sense of dread because I knew that I was going to do badly, I hadn't studied except for the morning of the test for a few minutes, and I hadn't really cared about the class for a while, meaning, since the third week of the class. The teacher had attempted to teach us, and I had attempted to listen, but occasionally, it seemed that even she didn't know what she was teaching, so I lost faith in her teaching and decided to rely on an AP Bio review book, which I borrowed from my older niece who is also taking the class, but I had to give the book back before the test. So, as I approached this final week before the test, I had other tests to worry about as well, such as AP Physics, AP Calculus, and even AP US History. It was just a very test-filled week. In the end, I realized that this test didn't really matter because it wouldn't help me, so I went ahead and didn't bother studying much for it and spent my time studying Physics and US History.

Tomorrow is the AP Government test. This is the test that I feel the least prepared for because EVERYTHING that I know for this test will be from my own studying and not from a teacher. Although I really enjoyed Dr. Felts' class, mostly because I was able to play many games in it, I feel like it would have been much better if I had gone to my base school for the AP Government class. Well, I'm going to finish studying for Government then hit the sack.

-Sam Rho

P.S. to anybody who reads this, What should I ask for on my birthday?